bariah .

2010-08-26T18:39:00.001-07:00

2010-04-10T21:21:00.000-07:00

Hello , looks up ! ^^

First picture ; Baby Nik !

Cute khannnn ? :D

Second picture ; Me & KakakCynta , Ijhaa !

Hehehe , :D

Third picture ; Me & MamaCynta ! :D

I miss her so muchhhhhhh .

Fourth picture ; Me & Sufi !

Fifth picture ; Insyirahhhh , wo de darling !

AKU RINDUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU KAO !

Sixth picture ; ME :D

HEHE , uploaded pictures already ! :D

Yesterday , i on the phone-d with kak ijhaa , she say if her Mama werk already , i have to go to her house everyday already!
Take care of Baby Nik .

Wahhpiang oh , can la ! :D

Hehe , okay la , i want bathe already .

Meet KakIjhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .

Bye , i loveyou

2010-04-10T10:16:00.000-07:00

imma positive thinker !

hey , hmm , don't feel sleepy yet, now , it's alr 1.30 .
how late yahh , once in a blue moon i sleep late .
hmm , tomorrow meeting my kakak cyntah , ijhaa !
we're going to da library , yeay ! (:
study la obviously , lotsa homework !
damn it kannn ? ):
haiyaaaaaaaaaaa , you know , you know , i love life .
haha , random right .
kay , tomorrow imma gonna snap many pictures (:
i <3 shalizaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !
haha , and , i'll upload baby nik's photo too .
hehehe , cute tau dieh .
and , i'm outta words , bye .

i; love; you; boy;
love; is; nonsense; at; this; young; age; !;

2010-04-09T17:29:00.000-07:00

Cute kan gambar ini ? :))

Hello peepos , no picture to upload , so i uploaded this .

Cute right ? It was those days at Suntec .
Unfortunately , no pics with those YOG peeps =.-

Because , that time i knew the rest for the first time of my life .

Except for a few . :)

Kay , aki's bday is tomorrow !

What should i buy ? =.-

Chocolate lar . Wth kn bariah ?

I don't have ideas to buy what la !

Grr , guys like what ?

I also don't know .

Nevermind , i buy him his fave choc , Kinder Bueno White !

Kay , wthell .

Soon , i'll be having braces :)
I like the first photo , nice right !
Be patient bariah ,.
Soon , i'll have STRAIGHT teeth ! :D
Weeeeeee , can't wait .
It's expensive , but with school referral , CHEAPO .
Not so cheap la , but , mum said it's affordable :)

Nice seh the eyebrow , i want ):

Kay laa , i guess , that's all ~ :)

2010-04-09T04:17:00.000-07:00

For after so long , only today , NOW , i listened to the song Dhydhy wanted me to hear ,
Over the years - nevershoutnever .
The lyrics ;

I'm sorry for the nights I let you down
Now all that's left to see is that I turned around
Back to the boy you fell in love with
Not this plague that brings you down
Remind your mom to call me I still care
Cause her approval meant the world
And I will not dare to disagree
With the life you arrange
Just remember only God knows if I've changeI'll sing along to every song
I type a lie for the ride
Cause in my head, I'm right there tonight,
Through the good times
The bad ones too
I'm here for you
Cause in my dreams
You're the one who keeps me asleep
On the nights where I can care less
If I ever woke up again

This song has alot of meanings to our recent relationship, i know );
Dear , i still remember , at Suntec , you shed your tear for me .
You know , i felt touched , really touched .
At Suntec , the things i did with you , unforgettable !
Went out with you and your YOG squad , :D
Your kiss , your warm hug , your phrases .
It's unforgettable !
I still remember , you tried to -insertword- for the first time , you puked .
Thn , i keep telling you that you can't pray for 40days and you go mrajok !
Hehe , all those fun times dhy . I love it !

Now , it has all become memories .
Nothing already , we're nothing yea ?
Friends ? Bestfriends ? Acquaintance ?
I don't know , it's you , your choice .
I still remember your message to me before flying to Australia .
" Bhy , i promise i'll meet you for the last time after my Australia trip , take care & i love you . "
Haish , when i fowarded you the message , you told me have no time & promises can be broke .
But , it's okey , sooner , confirm , i'll meet you . :)
Bismillah .
Okay laa , i guess , i'll get nothing writing about you .
Take care , brother .
I love you . <3

School , first period and i was already upset with the friend beside me .
Oh gosh , i was having that jealousy feelings ):
I am glad to see you and your girlfriend happy again .
Kay , whatever to that .
Social studies , went to the computer lab , played some NE game ?
Passed through level 3 .
Mother tongue , went through some worksheets .
Recess , went to many class table to make new friends , friendly , i know :)
English , Synthesis & Transformation .
Math , i forget . =.-

Kay , sounds so boring , but , overall , school was GREAT . No problems today . :)
Only the first period , suckish !

Homework , not so much :)
Kay , i guess this is the end .
Goodbye !

2010-04-05T08:22:00.000-07:00

Hey !
Start texting HIM already :)
Lol , he wished me belated 5th monthsarry !
If we were together , we could've gone this far , haish .
So , it was a war la , hmm , we fought .
He asked , why couldn't i leave him , so , i had to explain .
Than , i looked at all the long messages he used to send me , i cried .
Sweet , i say . :D
I should write it down okayokay ? (:

- If granted just one wish , i know what it would be , for the only thing i long for is to have us together , have a family together ,
And last forever baby :'(

I love this , idk why :P

- Bee love honey , Bear love honey too .
Bats love blood , bats love blood too .
If i love you , then you love me too ! (:

Cute kankan ? ;p

- The day would be nothing with you , you're a special person in my life b , i know you won't like a guy with sickness and a broken family like me . That's why i don't want you to get affected , i understand why , but i'll keep on trying to love you . :-(

Remember this , I'll stay with you even if we have to go through happiness and sorrows together , that's a promise . Even if we fight , i still love you :-( I understand you got other guys waiting , not only me . Even i know that i can't win , I'll still try , I'll give until there's nothing else to give .

B ,
Ku sayang pada mu .
Ku jatuh cinta pada mu .

Kay , yang ini , no comments , just a big " -______-"

-When I'm gone , just carry on , don't moarn rejoy everytime you hear the sound of my voie . Just know that I'm looking down , smiling . Don't feel the pain , just let me feel the pain . I can see you sad eventhough you laugh and smile , i can see deep in your eyes that you wanna cry . Don't waste your tears on me when I'm gone , have a good life with the person you love . (e'en) Because i can't live long . Throw all the fun times we had together . You won't be needing me . Last long with e'en .
Iloveyou.

Huahua , yang ini , time tu , aku msg2 e'en beh ni HIM salah anggap !
A big lol , eh ? LOL !

-I hope that you can hear me , I'm waiting to heat from you , until i do . You're gone away , I'm left alone , a part of me is gone and I'm not moving on , I know the day will come , I wish i could have told you the words i kept inside , but now I guess it's too late , so many things reminds me of you . I miss you , this is good bye , one last time .

My favourite of all , idk why . LOL !

-b , I know you're asleep , i ckap nie , takmo marah okay . you know i love you b , you know don't you ? haish , i wanna be with you , but , i still can't trust you yet b . Please understand me , i know you pon still can't trust me , it's hard kan b ? I know it is . Maybe we're not meant to be together , idk okay . Maybe we should go on seperated ways , we keep on fighting everyday . Not your fault , but , mine . I accuse you , i scold you . That's what i do . There's never a day that we never fight and never a day i make you happy .

LOL ! All his messages .
I'm bored , i slept in the evening .
Very long period , i swear !
Now , my eyes don't wanna close .
Haiyooo ,
kay laa
That's all ?
Byebye !

:D

2010-04-02T20:13:00.000-07:00

Bad mood ? ):
Chaochibey , aku tknk g ngan tu empatbradek !
Ngan yang laen atleast okay uh !
Grrr , suey lahh suey !
Tao bilang yang thaknak gy .
Nie kan , conferm aku keneh bayar , yang laen2 tk yahh , konec sia .
KONEC !
Grrr , mcm nak nanges gytuh .
Sodehhhhhh sial !
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !
Mixed feelings , nabeh !
AKU TAKANAK IKOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BOLEY JADY GYLEHR SIA AKU !!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOT AH SOT .
FUCK , FUCK , FUCK , FUCK !
MACAM NAK BUAT INI LAPTOP LUAR TINGKAP PON ADEHR !
PUKITAEC !
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
I`M CRAZYYYYYYYY .
SUMPAHHHHH SIA , FIRST TIME SIA !
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .
TOLONG !
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2010-04-01T19:07:00.000-07:00

Hello . :D

You wanna know something ?
Slept through the night with my two brothers , Helmi & Zaki .
Woah , first time with Zaki ; Helmi , manymany times already .
Today is Sabrina's birthday , wow .
Nyeheh , Happy Birthday !
I'll most prolly go out with cousies tomorrow , MOVIE (:
How to Train Your Dragon 3D ! :D
Weeeeeee !
Hmm , i suddenly have a missing feeling towards R _ _ _ _ , D _ _ _ _ _ , E _ _ _ _ .
Lol , R ? Surely you all know who =.-
D , E ? Hmm , those two guys , who find me , humm , irritating .
Huahuahua ! :P
Kayyy la, i'm getting kinda bored .
Bye .

ps ; bella , i want my earpiece :D

2010-04-01T01:36:00.000-07:00

Good afternoon (:
School was , one word , GREAT !
ART , woah , I LOVE !
Anyway , recess , I fought with Azyan , BITCH !
And , in math , she asked this question " Ey , you like Shalom ? "
I was like " DUH , my bestfriend , no one can separate us "
Wtf , sucha ridiculous question .
Haiyoo , currently in a war with ' KHALISAH , MONYET HITAM '
Okay with Nadilah . Azirah , not yet ! Don't deserve my respect .
And yeah , about art , it was the most fun lesson <3
Just so fun , cannot explain it in words , just , GREAT .
Hmm , yea , after painting , went to the toilet , saw no one in the boys' toilet , so went inside ,experience lahh abit . :D
Lol , kay laa , today no science , so , don't have to entertain that 'NONSENSE' Hazwan . (:
So , currently chatting with him via Facebook Chat , very irritating guy yea .
Hmm , I miss Radhi , INSYIRAH !
How sad . ):
Nevermind , I'll meet Insyirah tomorrow kay ?
My Minahreppp (:
Wohooo , not much homework , lovelove my teachers <3
Weeeheeeheee , I'm bored .
Eh eh , wanna see something?

You see this chocolate cake ?

If this was my birthday cake , I'll be as happy already sia .

Kayy , that was random !

Anyway , I'll update tomorrow I guess .

Getting lazy to type already , bye .

2010-03-30T06:59:00.000-07:00

eh , HI !

so long never blog .

kay , random nyeh .

anyway , OLD photo up there :D

hmm , life's great , have been attending school lately .

wow , thumbs up for bariah !

huahuahua , lamelame .

hmm , i'll try to blog everyday , see la how .

:P

anyway ,

happy birthday iylaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaababy :D
my loveydovey <3
huahua , 14 alr .
kay , whatever , bye !
lazy to type .

2010-02-08T02:18:00.000-08:00

HelloHelloHello <3

No more HelloWelloBello , let orng laen pkai .

Eh , omg , so long i nvr post siah .

Going to a month .

Keh , not really uh , around three weeks liddat i nvr post .

Look up ^^^^^^

Bowling with cousins =,-

Keh , bestttttttttttttttt siol .

After bowling tht time , TOOTH FAIRY .

keh , it was quite okey , boring pon ader uhh.

Ehhhhhyooooooooooooooooooooo , penat siakk hari-hari pi skula .

Tertido SEKEJAP tadi pt dlam class ,ape nak jadi ? =.-

Eh , i miss my mom .

Sumpah semalam , SUAY nak MAMPOSSSSSSSSSSSSS .

kwakk , EMO day ? =.-

gile babi tul .

Gaduhhh eh gaduh , KHAIRUL ANWAR .

Malam tu jugak kite baek & tros sapppppppppp , bual mepek .

Ape saje je ehh ?

Keh , sumpah aku MISKIN =.-

Dah beli bnyk bende .

Ehhhh , nak beli EMY punye present lagi, siahhk uh .

anyway , my cousin is suchaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa fucka .

mintakkk kene sepak siol diehhh .

pukimakkkk tul .

she's gettin' in ma nerves .

mcm nk sepak je .

siyak .

keh , bye .

2010-01-16T19:02:00.000-08:00

Hello awak! :D
so long tk post .
hehe , so bored .
sorry , todae no picture .
some other time okey ?
hmmm , later going bugis with pioneersec mangkoks ! <3
hehe, yesterday went to library with pioneersec mangkoks . (=.=)
fun siah , but , no pics D;
hehhhh , uhhhm , i got money from mummey .
woah , happy siah .
i wonder what i`ll be eating for lunch todaaaaaaaaaaaaay .
i hope crab <3
hmm , so bored .
outta words .
anyways , kakak is like , so CRAZY !
" i dont wanna go work , uhhhh , no ! fuck lah "
haha , she`s talking to herself .
bweeeeeeeek , k buhbye darlas' <3
muahmuahmuah!
euw .

2010-01-02T02:49:00.000-08:00

Hello ! :D
Saw the pic up there ?
Raja Kieran Phillipe lar kan ?
My half-brother .
Wahaha , he`s 1 yrs old today , 2nd january ! :D
Fat uh he ?
Huahuahua !
I miss him siol . long time tk meet dier .
Soon i guess ?
K whatever uh .

Long time nvr update siah !

Anyway , serve u right eh girl . (:
Eh zaza eh ?
HEHE .
Sibat , tau flirt2 jeh !
Kimak , lau cantek tkpe uh sia .
Ini , PECAH SERIBU siak .

Been sleeping at cousin`s house since last Sunday , KB BBQ .
Pictures will be uploaded real soon kay ?

Now pt umah eah , dad sent me just now .
Tmr patah balek cousin house . -.-
Heh , swimming all day long .
Maklumlah , orng tinggal pat CONDO .
Haishh , swimming & gym evry single day .
- swim , gym . swim , gym . swim , gym .
ishk ! anyway , i got gym photos lei .
will upload SOON .
mcm model sak aku amek gambar .
k , PERASAN .

Went for a movie yesterday , Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 .
Seriously , the show was LAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .
Kiwak , bored siah the show .
Hmm , aft the show , went to Pizza Hut .
I ate LASAGNA .
Gosh , sodap sak !
Heees , thn , ate Brownies .
omg , sumpah nice !
Aft tht , went home .

- I GOT $50 from ayah . WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~

k done , tata !

iloveu

2009-12-26T07:10:00.000-08:00

HelloWelloBello !

K , saw those pictures ? :D
My two LAYDEE`s !
K i miss yu two girls ..
Especially G - O - S - S - I - P - S !
Eh girls eh?
Hehehe .
At MRT , sempat kiter gossip pasal si [DIER] ehk?
Hehe , middle person eh korang`s?
Meet soon larh , since we live so near ?
Marsiling - Woodlands - Admiralty .
Woah , just 2 stops away ?
K , ape aku mepek kan ?
K so , ENGLISH TIME .
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I miss my two LAYDEE`s , like seriously .
How many times must i repeat rite ?
Haha .
Hmmm , girls , we MUST meet before holiday ends !
It`s a MUST okeh ?
So that we can GOSSIP more about that particular person .
You know i know kan girls ?
K , i`m starting with my NONSENSE .
Stop it , Bariah .
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It`s the end of me & Radhi (':
He keeps telling me we`re not over , but , sorry dear boy , we`re over , for good !
I gotta leave yu .
Mwahahah .
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K , so , i got together with ------ --- . :D
Not a right time to tell anyone right now ?
Only bdak2 [insertpark] knows about it , i guess ?
K fuck .
I`m off !
BYE .

iloveu

2009-12-23T19:39:00.000-08:00

I`m craving for that .
Uhh , help me .
I want browniee !

Currently having it , MOOD SWINGS !
Fuck it .
K , dah , bye ! (:

iloveu

2009-12-20T07:49:00.000-08:00

0h - m - gee .
0k , i love this .
Cute kan ?

a note for myself .
i easily give-up .
haish .
k , i miss my two laydees' , Zazaa & Eikah .
Gawd , myt soon tau .

k , i love this too .
like , so nice .
colour splash .
k , next up , NATURE .
just keeping my blog look ALIVE !

k , nice kan ?
hehe .

to sharinsaberin ;
oit , gimme yur email leeeh .
k , mmg betol kite gossip ler .
but not about yu k .
hmmm, about RADHI .
dah tentu uh .
hehe , k .
hmmm , & some fuck-ed up guys .
hehe .
k , tc yo .
remember , i want your email .

& to Liz Chew & Shiela ;
my brother trespassed .
k , add me @ bariah_98@hotmail.com if you wanna know what happened lar .

k dah , bye !

iloveu

2009-12-19T19:14:00.000-08:00

HelloWelloBello .

18 December 2009 .

Went to meet Insyirah , Sufi & Mama at Admiralty .
Was tired of waiting for them , went to MacD & bought burgers .
1 for me , 1 for Insyirah , 1 for Sufi & 1 for Mama .
& like duh i treated them ! 0ww , maklumlah bapak baru transfer money .
I LOIKE ! :D
K , so , went to PeiYing Primary to buy Sufi & Insyirah`s books .
Lalala , so , bought already , went to 7-Eleven , bought drinks & _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .
You know what .
K , cabbed back to Mama`s house .
Mama pay , like ofcourse .
So , Sufi & Insyirah siap2 while i was talking2 to my KakIyla , Alep & En .
Hmmm , went to 787D , got Ruby`s friend , so talk2 , smoke2 .
Leeer , 6 sticks of mine , GONE .
BADBAD ! Me no likey-likey .
Kalsum house - Circle Green - 773 Carpak - Kalsum house .
K , at Kalsum house .
Ow - m - gee !
Suddenly , Alep & En came , k shock .
Oh , whatever lahk .
K , aft tht , went to 720 .
JAIS went down .
O-oh .
Something happened .
*wink .
So , went to Semb Park , ton there .
Walked to Semb Park siah .
Fuck , sumpah TIRED !
K , was kecoh .
Hmm , kene screen cors Police saw me , kak kiyah , kalsum & kak fafa SMOKING .
God ! They were using uhh , home clothes , they were out of duty ler .
But , they still like so called in duty .
K , just phm2-kan .
Went home , 3rd-5th bus , idk ?
Either , 3rd , 4th , 5th .
K , went home , tros saaaaap , wonderland !
Maklumlah , tk tido sehari !
Woke up , saw zazaa`s msges , mandi all .
Met her & Eikah pat BnS.
So , took the MRT to Tamp.
K , we were like GOSSIPING her & there .
Ohmy , i love the GOSSIPS about Sports School students.
Esp Radhi . HAHA !
& Afza said she was once brainwashed with _ _ _ _ _ _ .
& there it goes , me & her fighting .
Old story lah .
That _ _ _ _ _ _ was orang tengah .
K , DAH !
But , sumpah , the gossips , was GREAT !
K , start with the Party Story ok ?
First sight , we saw _ _ _ .
Didn`t believe she was 13 !
Ow - m - gee !
We gossiped & i gave _ _ _ a fuck-ed up look !
Man , she really do sucks yo .
& we gossiped about MINAHREP`s .
Their STYLE .
Their THICK make-up & more .
& about Sachek , Sanchiko , Sacheka , Sanchika , Ke`ai , Sachok .
Those , behind names .
Sachek , Sachok , Ke`ai .
So th tk perlu yo ?
Prasan Sachek ?
Prasan Sachok ?
Prasan Ke`ai ?
Euw , tk tawu malu .
K , pichas are with Eyrah & ZazaaSayank !
Today , EikahSayank not going to Safra Changi , sadded .
K , jumpaaaa Afza time ! ~
Bye <3
Anw , reached home at around 12++ pm ystd !
K dh , bye .

ihategovernment?

2009-12-15T02:57:00.000-08:00

K , i miss him D;
My brother , Helmi .
He was taken away today .
I wonder how he is D;
What is he doing in the lock up ?
Have he eaten ?
Have he bathe ?
):
K , i`m hating the government for taking him away .
Will pray hard for him !
Why must he do stupid things ?
K , i hope can go his court this Thursday .
I miss him too much .
Altho we always fight about our APPEARANCE , we still think about each other .
K , i miss him .
HOW IS HE ?
Is he thinking about us ? D:
Is he crying ?
I hope he`s not crying D:
I hope they`ll give him a LIGHT sentence .
I`ll just pray hard .
Ya Allah !
Tolong laaaaaaaaaaaaah abg aku .
K , now i`m crying .
Shucks , i miss him too much .
Emy , come back D;
K dah , bye .

/[Edited]\

K , anw , the three guys who trespassed with him , i see them as FUCKERS .
including my cousin , out of the three guys .
please k , apesal nak kene WORK TOGETHER & peng cite ?
stop it lah , you all not kiddies what .
nabei .
gangster ? so whaaaat ?
scared uh ? haha , isap konec dlm2 kay .
bleargh , k dah .
bye lah .

iloveu

2009-12-14T08:33:00.000-08:00

k , i`m in trouble .
have yu ever wanna find out about your younger brothers ?
why me ? why ?
i know lah that you don`t like me smoking but .
your younger brothers smoke , yu don`t care .
abg , i`m sorry );

iloveu

2009-12-14T07:19:00.000-08:00

24thDec , Thursday ; Semb Park (;
Nak ikot ? Tag pat tagboard .
Each person pay $5 .
Alaaah , $5 jey peh .
Confirm can nyeh lah !
K dah .
bored.

iloveu

2009-12-14T06:00:00.000-08:00

Mood : BOREEEEED !
Current Song : 1234 - Plain White Tee`s .

HelloWelloBello ` ?
K , woke up earlyearly in the morning .
Around 5+ AM .
Sent mummy to the first floor , Uncle Sapuan fetched her .
LAST GOODBYE );
K , missing her .
So , went to Farrer Park , met HIM <3
Heees , bus-ed to CCK .
K , CONFLICTS with him in the bus .
Hmmm , i hate it . MISUNDERSTANDINGS !
K , i shall spell it , M - I - S - U - N - D - E - R - S - T - A - N - D - I - N -G - S !
Get it ? K , i know , it was L - A - M - E !
K enough . Hmm , reach-ed CCK , went to 15th floor .
Like , wtheck ?
I know he didn`t have the COURAGE to jump down .
K , HA-HA . *sacarstic .
Hmm , so , went to Admiralty , met ACAPbapok co-incidentally .
K , batt was L - 0 - W .
So , borrowed his hp . ;D
Bleargh , met Nana & Lysah at Sembawang then .
So , took MRT , proceeded to Toa Payoh .
K , went to Lysah`s house & BLABLA .
Dah , that`s all .
Currently chatting with ' Afza & ' Nana .
K bored .
K dah , bye!

ps ; colourful post ay !

iloveu

2009-12-12T22:27:00.000-08:00

Mood : Happy , Sad ? Mixed feelings !
Currently : Blogging .
Current Song : Party in USA .

K , HelloWelloBello ! :D

Went to the market with mum in the morning .
Grr , was talkingtalking with her .
Passed by the pet shop at near Sheng Shiong there and , i told her , i want HAMSTERS for my birthday present.
There she goes , " But , i know yu won`t take good care of it "
I was like " I`ll take extra GOOD care of it ;D No worries mum "
& mum said , " Ok , ok . When i come back from Burma , i`ll decide ok ? "
So , told mum i`m gonna miss her ALOT & ALOT !
Grrs , she`s going to Burma TOMORROW !
Till 9 January );
Sadded , i`ll miss her .
Hmms , she said , on 9 January , my anak-anak will take me at the airport & we go eat at Swensens for your birthday ok ?
I said NO !
I want to go for HOTEL food .
Swiss Hotel there . 72th floor is the place where HUMANS eat .
Mum agreed , she`ll bring me there on the 10th of January as 9th January , will be abit busy rite ?
Heees . I hope the plan will WORK . (;
& Next week , Uncle Sapuan will be bringing me to Queenstown to buy my School Bag .
0ww , i`ll be so asking for HANDPHONE :D
I want either LG Viewty , LG Cookie or Nokia N97 ( Like as if i can get. ) !

Grrs , i want any of it .
Ok , so , i`m bored , you ?
K , nowadays , i`m too lazy to log in to MSN , Friendster , Facebook , Blogger .
Bummer , i always don`t remember to log in to MSN .
0ww god .
K , there`s someone reading my post now , grr , most probably it`s my brother , Zaki ,who else if not him ?
0h , help me , i`m bored .

To FifiWacko ;
I`m sorry ay . K , enough of fighting .
No use of fighting kan ?
K senior , now , all fights are OVER .
Officially OVER ;D
K , best !
Meet you soon , anywhere .

K done guys .

tc , rock on. /m\

iloveu

2009-12-12T04:37:00.000-08:00

HelloWelloBello `?

http://silentlyin-love.blogspot.com/
Go & take a look at my babyg`s bloggieh .
She posted about me :D
Made me CRIEDDDDDDDD ~
Awww , so sad .
Memories , memories .
(;

Kay , went to Toa Payoh today .
First , met Nana & Lysah @ Admiralty first .
Thn , off we go to Toa Payoh ! ;D
In the train , we were so -KECOH- !
Haha , 0hhmymy !
I`ll not elaborate anything ? 0kay ?
Hehe . Hmm , so , there was a group of people who was staring at us .
WE ignored . Meeek , we can`t be bothered ay ?
Hehe , when we passed by , th guy mintak number .
Something like that lah . Hard to explain !
K bleargh ! Lemme upload some photos .

Imissthosememories .
K lame .
K byebye .

iloveu

2009-12-11T08:34:00.000-08:00

HelloWelloBello `?

Out the whole day . Met him together with Insyirah . He cried , yes he cried ! D;
Aww , i pity him ! D; Sorry ay ? Haish .
Grs , i`m bored . Just now slack Circle Green all the way . Fun lah fun .
Hmm , last warning seh prngi --- & ---- ! (;
Haha . I`m bored . Aki went home & go out again.
He was with Wan , Dan , Min . (;
Bleargh , Nick seems to be angry at me .
Idk why . GRRRRRRRRR !
0key , tc .
Tata .
Post to keep it ALIVE ~

[Editeeed] ?

Will post on what happened at CG ; Circle Green . (;
0key , that`s all !

iloveu

2009-12-08T22:08:00.000-08:00

Ewahewah , sy dua anak tuh dah buat salah , mawo bilang2 orng ?
MUSIBAAAAAAAAT !
Sy Fadhil tuh . Maw0 sound kitah ? Maw0 marah kitah ?
Kimak , tgok bole dpat keh tak uh sia . Tk dpat uh ay !
Kau ny , tk maw0 step BRANI taw .
Kau keneh sound dary MummyAlif aku & KakKiyaah , cnfrm kau nanges tau .
Jage diri kau baek-baek sua ay . Kau satu orng , aku & member aku , BYNK orng tau .
Walaupun kau bwk member kau , aku agak eh , krng jatoh dulu uh sia .
Try uh bawak 758 ! Sikeyt ponr tkdah takot uhs . Bdak kental-kental punyah uh .
Thanks eh . NabeyTengTeng !

Tc , Bariah .

iloveu

2009-12-08T06:58:00.001-08:00

(Pictures of me that tyme cry for -----! , eyebag , see uh)

HelloWelloBello `?

Went to Sembawang Park today (; Last minute plan . Err , actually , last minute ajak .
Who went ? KakKiyaah , Kalsum , KakFafaa , Insyirah , Neena , MummyAlif , Mar , Nana , Rara , Yanna , Nadia , Queesha & idk who . );
Forgeeeeet . I guess there`s more lah . Meeeek . Meeeek . Meeeek .

I`ll start the story okay ?
Okay go !
Left home at around 11AM ?
Cabbed to Nana`s house .
When i came , Yanna & Nadia was there . *wink
Waited for Mar . & waited for Nana to doll herself up .
Wth ? Sumpah tk perlu . ^^
Thn , waited for th rest . Lalala .
SKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIP sekalian . Lazy to elaborate. ;D

Took bus with my KakKiyaah , KakFafaa , MummyAlif , Yanna , Mar & Kalsum .
Weeee , so kecoh inside the bus ! Weeeek , took 962 . Drop pat Sun Plaza there & took 882 .
Met the rest in the bus . & got minahrep lah siot . HAHA . Takot nyeh. Sacarstic much ! Err , 1 guy & 2 girls . They went off the bus , baru nak maki ? Coward much ! Ew , tk perlu . Nak depan2 lah . Muke jantan tuh , fuck habes . Ew , nak step big konon . Checkcheck konec KECOT ! haha . funney lah they all . kkeay , in the bus , sumpah KECOH . kecoh maha kecoh punye siah . reached Semb Park , we all went down . Sing birthday song . Thn , KakKiyaah say SmallBoy likes me . ^^ *wink . Bariah ponr tersenyum-senyum lah . Hehe . Aft tht , all of us went to change into clothes to get wet . Hmm , the SABO part was grr , so kecoh ! HAHA ! I loike the part when they tanam me . HAHA . Kekec maha kekec punya ! I got LONG konec . Like ew . HAHA . Tetek , BESARRRRR . Kekec kepaaaah ? Thn , blablabla . Malas mawu elaborate . Smokesmoke all . Tros nk balec , siapsiap all lorh . & last part sumpah tk mawo elaborate ! Buat saket haty jer .
Kawan pon tk guneh . NabeyTengTeng ~
Bleaaahs , whatever lahk .
& gave 5 batang to SmallBoy peh adehk bradehk . ;D
Bariah kan bayek . Sapehr thak tawu siaw ?
Heeeeh , i smoked for more thn 3 times at Semb Park sioy .
Bwek ! Whatever kans ? ;D

Went home aft that . Thn , talked to mummy .
& she said if she can`t control me , SAAAAAAAAP , there it goes , she`ll be bringing me to Juvenile Court .
Either masok Girl`s home atau Tagging as i`ve been home LATE these days .
Whooopsie . & LATE is at around 10PM , 11PM , 12MIDNIGHT like that .
Tk happy lah mak aku . Meeeeek . Sorrey mummy . =-=

& gy al-ameen . tros aki alec , NICK BOXER came :D
that crazy guy . meeek , ddk pat balcony with him & talktalktalk .
bnyk story die . hehe . aft tht , he went off .
msg-msg him only lor .
thn , at around 1.30AM , OTP WITH HIM :D
bbual nonsense all the way ! funney siah he .
thn at 2.30AM+ we said byebye to each other ;D
mls maw0 layan dher liao . suuuuper tating ~
meeeek , k dah .
today i not going out :D
bye !

iloveu

2009-12-07T18:50:00.000-08:00

Dhy , skrg aku akan buat kau sampai habes k ?
BOLEEEEEEEEEEEH ?
:D

iloveu

2009-12-07T18:13:00.000-08:00

Look up ^^
Minmin kan tuu ?
Nary her birthday lah sey .
Happy Birthday to yu sayank .
May god bless yu , murahkan rezeki min .
Hehe . Min , no more fightd!
Grrr , that time gado , peh boring .
Tk suke taw .
Hahaaaa, now , i dah lepaskan Radhi .
Dah , no more Radhi ! :D
Bestnyeee . (:
Hehe , yu takecare of yourself taw .

Happy Birthday To Yu ,
Happy Birthday To Yu ,
Happy Birthday To -Dearest Minn- ,
Happy Birthday To Yu ! :D

Have a greeeeat . ;D

iloveu

2009-12-07T15:37:00.000-08:00

I HATE YOU ~~MINMIN~~ !
-Should i hate her for all this ? ):

iloveu

2009-12-07T14:29:00.000-08:00

HelloWelloBello `?

Now`s 6.30 AM .
Slept at around 3.00 AM +
I woke up at 5.45 AM as mum woke me up .
Fought with her again .

Family is first ah , i know .
But , when family is not with us , we go to our friends , right ?
Am i in the wrong ?
Mum is really angry at me for going home at 11+ going 12 on Sunday .
What to do ? Left ETP at 8+ & eat somemore .
Waited for the bus somemore .
Haish .
Trying to change my smoking habbits . Trying to say less vulgarities .
I`m trying okay .

Cried like a mad woman yesterday ? Like as if my mum died .
Called - - - - - up . We talked . We planned to meet .
& i was so fucked-up with his ex . Sodeh eh sodeh !
Orang ketiga is so not needed lah missy .
Please lah missy .
Belah lar . Kau tk perlu di dalam ini semua . Hanya perlu aku & dia . Okay ?
Shucks .

Eyebags , peh berat ? ):
I got photos , but , hp confiscated this morn again ! Waduuuuh !
Susah lah aku hidop , ya allah . Actually planned to send th pics frm my phone to this laptop .
Er , siket peh senang ! Mum amec handp . Grrs , me no likey !
Sumpah i look UGLY ! Mekkkk , ugly tawo ?
My eyes , SMALL , under my eyes ; black in coloured & swollen . ):
Ugly , ugly , ugly ! I sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeear .
Okay , whatever lah kan ?

Later , going to Sembawang Park with my Seniors . ;D
Celebrating mar`s birthday . Weeeee .
I`ll be going to Cwp first before going to Admiralty to meet Nana .
Can ? Can ? Can ? (;
Haha . I hope it`ll be a great day .
0ww , another day not in Student Care , like again [?]
Tired lah . I don`t like going to ;SC .
It really do sucks .
Haish . Esp th food , toilet , classroom . Er , EVERYTHING lah . -_____-
Okay thn , itu sahaja ? Tc .

Bye , tc .

ps ; why must yu do all this to me ? iloveyu still b . ):
I miss my Dhydhy ):

[/EDITED\]

& that`s NanaKitty ! :D
My love ?
Haaaah . She was the one who cheered me up yesterday ?
Wow , i loike . Haha . Siaosiao ey ni Riri ?
Nana is the one who always help me in everything .
Not everything lah .
Senang nk kate , she goes thru ups & downs with me .
She`s always there when i needed help .
MY best buddaye (:
0kay , ituh sahaje .
Tc.
I hate you for all this ~~minmin~~ . Should i or should i not hate yu ?

iloveu

2009-12-07T06:15:00.000-08:00

im in the verge of killing myself .
why must he do all this ?
why ? why ? why ?
he once told me he`ll change , but , whre is all his words ?
gone ? thrown in the dustbin ?
am i like a tissues to him ?
why must he do all this ?
ya allah , tolonglah aku .
i shall not wait for him to appear in my life again .
cors , god is giving me a chance.
all the things i did with him .
that ugly things , god once made him angry at me .
abg fadli called him & scolded him .
so , i still didn`t learnt my lessons .
god still gave me a chance , made him had a gf which made me real jealous .
so , this time , today , god is trying to give me a chance .
god wants me to stop everything with him .
bariah , leave him .
ok bye .